I’m back! I’m back! How long has it been since I last regained control of my body? It feels like it has been months… or has it even been years?

I didn’t always look like this; I was once male and a minikui gaijin… I mean an ugly… No, not ugly! I was just an ordinary foreign man. I was from… I think I was from the UK or was it America? I was definitely from gaikoku… I mean a foreign country. Oh god, why did I go to that temple? Why didn’t I stay in my hotel that day, rather than breaking that idol? The first time I woke up in this body, I had only lost two days, but the gap between consciousness has grown larger ever since then. And every time I come back, I remember less and less about who I was, and I’m so scared that I will never come back one day.

My name is … My name is Sugawara Miho. No, that’s not my name! Is that the name of the girl? Why did I think of that name…

Yes, it’s my name, or should I say our name?

What do you mean our name!?

I am Izumi, the owner of this body. Years of being at the bottom of my mind has made you weak, and now it’s time I absorbed you completely.

This is my body! You can’t do this to me!

Look in the mirror! This body is that of a nihon bijo, not an ugly gaijin. But don’t worry, you won’t completely disappear. I will take all that is useful to me. Your knowledge of English and the West… Well, let’s just say there is a reason I took the body of a gaijin. Now let’s complete the merge by you stating what we both know to be true.

N-No! You can’t make me say it! I’m not… I’m not…

I am Sugawara Miho!

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